She is one of one, and their are many. many women in the world, yes there are plenty. Thick waist, pretty face, man those features do tempt me. I’ve had my fill this summer but for some reason I feel empty. Empty because I lost the blessing heaven sent to me. Empty as I peer into eye’s o plenty. Yet I’m so full of regret. I regret the day that we met, because ever since that day your eye’s I haven’t been able to forget. I miss her sooo much it’s not a game. Her eye’s are the reason I can’t remember these other girls names. setting across this table from her, wishing it was you. ALL THIS GIRLS orbiting me, and all I want is to inhabit you.
GOD why can’t I let her go? I keep trying but I keep lying to myself because my feeling for her are stronger than iron. It’s depressing how i’m stressing over our past sessions. It’s apparent I have not learned my lesson. She broke my heart bad…ain’t this a bitch? she broke it so bad it’s impossible for any one but her to fix. And I keep comparing all of them to you. There is no comparison. They can’t measure up to you. So what am I to do? HOW CAN I FREE MYSELF FROM YOU?
I can’t move on, yet I can’t go back. I want her but she don’t want me……guess i gotta deal with that. so I entrench myself in woman after woman, different hues of skin, different eye’s to peer in. different body’s to lust. STILL ITS NOT ENOUGH.
All these girls, All these worlds to get lost in yet I always find a way to miss you.
All these girls, All these worlds to get lost in yet I always find a way to miss you.
I REALLY HATE THIS BIT*H! 