Sorry! But he never goes back to what he once knew. He never goes back to a love that he once knew. The love you knew was designed just for you. specifically engineered for your heart, mapped out, blueprint. I learned how to love you, just the way you needed. For your heart I begged, I pleaded. I’ve grown so tired, DEPLETED! I’ve grown to the point were no ones love is needed. Love= Fleeted. All I ever wanted I never did get, Guess it just wasn’t meant for me yet. I’ve been boyfriend #2′ed, Best-friended, and boy-toyed, I’m soooo fu*kin tired and annoyed. LOVE was an emotion that filled my heart with joy. OH BOY! was I ever high on life, just the thought of you+me=life. two kids, white picket fence and a wife. But with my heart I paid too steep of a price, I was tested too much with every relationship, I had to fight with all my might. Yeah I loved you…..U? never really love me back. You didn’t realize what you had…FACT! Now you understand that? whats tall, dark and handsome and ain’t never coming back? HA! you know the answer to that. please don’t call his phone, don’t text me in fact. I am a drake mix-tape…..so far gone! You can lust, you can yearn, but I think you should mourn a love that died when you looked me in the eyes, that look said good-bye. I’ve seen that look one to many times. I’m tired of looking into loveless eyes. I’m tired of looking into eyes that love another man and not mines. I’M NEVER COMING BACK! I despise every woman I ever loved, ever hugged, ever kissed, ever missed, ever held when you were sick, ever cooked for, ever cared for, ever shared my deepest secrets with. IT WAS ALL JUST A COLOSSAL WASTE OF TIME. It just makes me sick when I think of it, I could have been doing other sh*t. Just think about all the woman I passed up, FOR THIS? I’d probally be married if I never met your dumb ass, or her bum ass, or your groupie, pretentious hoe ass. One thing I learned as i got older, just say NO, PASS! I’m not easily lured by a beautiful face or a nice ass. nope! I got older, wiser, I understand looks fade fast. I turned into a man real fast. I’m never coming back. I learned from the past. I got one chance to make it, So i will fight with all my might. I’m never going back to my past….MY FUTURE IS TOO BRIGHT!!! So to all my ex-mistakes…..GOOD LUCK AND GOOD NIGHT!