My Pen is bleeding. My Heart is leading me in the opposite direction from where love is fleeting. The rhetoric you spew is all so misleading. You told me what your heart was needing. Me believing I was the man you were needing, But it was only myself that I was deceiving.Yearning for a love of my own, The same mistake I kept repeating For Another man your heart was beating. I stood by and watched you love him, My heart took a beating. My heart wanted to stop beating from all of your abuse and mistreating. My pen Is bleeding. My pain is leading me in a direction where joy is meeting, those mistreated by the love they needed. I was down trodden , Depressed and defeated. He wore his heart on his sleeve, His pain the world could see it. So his pen would bleed, because his heart was bleeding. The words he wrote had a significant meaning. Meaning He wrote His life in hopes to connect to those with the words they were reading. All i’m needing is a pen that freeing my soul from the darkness of internal demons. All i’m needing is a reason for being, so My pen is bleeding because my words are freeing. THIS is my liberation! This is all i am needing. The pain in my life is my reason for being. This is my calling. So when i’m falling, my pen will lift me. This is gods gift to me. I document the trials and tribulations of my history. CAN YOU RELATE TO ME? My pen is bleeding because of what I saw and what i am currently seeing. I’m not impressed with the current state of thing. BP oil spills, back ally corporate deal, banks bailed out, madoff made off, Chicago’s crime rate got me scared to travel. 40 foot sink holes, Earthquakes reduced Haiti’s buildings to gravel. African men raping African women, raping and giving aids to babies because they think it will cure them. People hate me because the color of my skin. she thinks i wanna rob her, she holding her purse tighter. gentrification, inflation, i lost my job and my rent went up….now i’m FU*KED. He wanna shoot me, project mentality. Crabs in a barrow. But I won’t falter, instead I alter the course of our history…..I WON’T LET THIS WORLD FALL, i KNOW YOU CAN RELATE TO ME….. my pen is bleeding.